I started this blog, because I had something to say, not that I cared who would read it. Now I know who is reading it and I love some of you like sisters, I know some of you in "real life", and some I'd love to know in real life! But I still write because I have things to say. Things that sometimes don't come out the way I want them to, word choices suck, or sound different to your ear than mine, they float around most times with out context. And almost all of you "get it" with out needing further explanation. And I can't tell you how that bolsters me. That a great majority of you know that what I say, I mean in the most sincere, honest and good way possible.
What a gift that is, to have strangers like me and what I say without qualification and to have your regard even if you don't always agree with the things I say or do. To have made friends with you and for you to share your lives with me is something I am incredibly thankful for. I started out not caring about who was reading, and now a year (give or take)later I care about all of you, especially those of you who support me with comments and emails of support and friendship. Thank you for making this a fun thing to do while I've waited and still wait. I am so grateful for you.
(and while I sit here typing and watching Phenomenon "on demand" can I just say Kyra Sedgwick is amazingly pretty when she cries? And John Travolta, he just seems like a guy you'd like to grab coffee with!)