I can't tell you how excited I am to be writing this. It seems that God is so good, that He has answered not just one, but every one of my prayers.
The deepest things I was too afraid to ask for, He has given me. The most precious of all being that I can be there when my child comes into the world. H. invited me to be in the room and help her with her delivery. I am floored and overjoyed by her request.
That question I asked a while ago? "What will happen when I am given exactly what I want?" The answer is: I accepted as graciously and enthusiastically as I possibly could without crying. It was so wonderful. I wanted to leap across the table and hug her. But I didn't.
I will go into a little more detail later, but this is IT. This is my beloved son and I am well pleased.
Thank you Lord Jesus, for knowing my heart. And blessing me with everything I've wanted. You are THE Amazing and Awesome God. I am humbled and thankful far beyond words.